Backdated to November 8, 2011
For the first time since your passing, we sat down together and laughed (mostly at me, as always). We were always close but losing you brought us closer.
It's always going to be a piece of the puzzle missing. And now, when we have so much to look forward to, you aren't going to be around to see it come together. I bet Nikhit went crazy when we went looking for a suit for him. He would have liked a brother's opinion. He would have liked it very much.
And I don't know how we're going to do it. I don't know how we'll make it through those two weeks without you to lighten us and everybody else up. I'll lose my mind and nobody will be able to make me laugh like you could. We'll probably all end up killing each other. I'm looking forward to it, but it's never going to be all it could have been. And that is the heartbreaking bit.
I know you will be there, and I know you'll be watching and laughing and making awful jokes about me being so young and all ;)
Three years on, I hope you have found your space, and I hope you've got the dates for next year properly sorted where you are. You can't miss it for the world.
For the first time since your passing, we sat down together and laughed (mostly at me, as always). We were always close but losing you brought us closer.
It's always going to be a piece of the puzzle missing. And now, when we have so much to look forward to, you aren't going to be around to see it come together. I bet Nikhit went crazy when we went looking for a suit for him. He would have liked a brother's opinion. He would have liked it very much.
And I don't know how we're going to do it. I don't know how we'll make it through those two weeks without you to lighten us and everybody else up. I'll lose my mind and nobody will be able to make me laugh like you could. We'll probably all end up killing each other. I'm looking forward to it, but it's never going to be all it could have been. And that is the heartbreaking bit.
I know you will be there, and I know you'll be watching and laughing and making awful jokes about me being so young and all ;)
Three years on, I hope you have found your space, and I hope you've got the dates for next year properly sorted where you are. You can't miss it for the world.
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